Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Some cute new pictures~

Dont really have much to say have not done much for a while, I my self(Melissa) have been sick YUCK, The girls went to dance camp last week they had a lot of fun, Nicholas hurt his head on the tramplion the springs pinched him and Jason well he is just getting bigger and bigger the boy likes to eat!


The girls are in the 3 row it is kind of hard to see them the row in front of them should have been on their knees! Cute Pic (If you click on the pic it will make it bigger and them maybe you can see them)


Nicholas was really not hurt that bad, well the cut did not look good but he did not really need that bandage Danny was messing with him because he wanted a bandaid and how do you put a bandaid in hair? He is going to be mad at me when he see's that I put this picture on here!


Jason here is my fat boy showing off his full belly!! SO CUTE

Friday, July 07, 2006

REMEMBERING MACKENZIE TODAY~ AND ALWAYS!



Today 1 year ago was the worst day of our life’s as Mackenzie became an Angel. Not one day has gone by that we don’t think of her and miss her. Not one day goes by that I do not talk about her, I talk about her every single day and I plan to forever. I miss my pretty princess so very much this day is going to be so very tough I feel sick to my stomach just thinking that my baby girl has been gone from me for 1 whole year, It has been 1 whole year since I got to hold her, see her beautiful smile, give her a kiss and a hug, Watch Barney with her, Sing with her. It tears me up that I will never get to do any of those things with her ever again, I can’t believe it is really true. The girls miss her so much and Nicholas he still talks about her every single day just like I do we talk together a lot and Jason I am so very sad that he did not get to meet his big sister but He will know her I will make sure of that!

Kenzie We love you and miss you so very much! You are our HERO you fought so very hard and I am so very proud of you for that!

I wanted to share a very special memory of Mackenzie with everyone it is a video I took of her singing I Love you from Barney. I do not have much video of Mackenzie but I am so Thankful for the few that I do have. ENJOY!


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Don’t you all think she is just the best singer in the whole entire world! I DO!

Here are a few Poems I would like for everyone to see they are my true feelings almost as if I wrote them myself!


Losing A Child

Weeks turned into months and months into years
Each day of our lives are now filled with sad tears
Our heart is broken the pain still remains
But others can't understand and don’t feel the same

They ask the simple question, how are you today?
I'm fine is the answer, what else can we say
They don’t really want to know what is deep in our hearts
Life is so empty, Our family torn apart

We want others to know that It wont go away
We have a hole in our heart that is dying to say
"The loss of a child, is more then you see
I not only lost my child, but a big part of me!"

Our days are not only filled with sadness and tears
The memories of our children will last through the years
The sound of their voice and smile on their face
Is something that pain and time can't erase

God chose our child early, we may never know why
Many times weve asked as we look to the sky
Gone from our arms, but not from our hearts
Not even death will keep us apart!!

And here is the second Poem I just love the words!

Tonight as I look up

Tonight I look up at the stars far away, and wonder just how far you are.
I wish you could tell me you are ok.
I hope you are happy on your star far away.
I love you, miss you, and long for you each day.
But I know you are happy on your star far away.
I will love you forever!!!

I put all this on here because Mackenzie's web site will not let me add any more information but please dont for get about it, it is still there I go there myself when I feel like I need to talk to her the web address just in case you did not know it is princessmackenzie.tripod.com/

Well I guess that is all for now just one more picture of my pretty princess



Hey Mackeznie I'll Love You 'Til The Day After FOREVER~

This is a quote I got from another heart friend's page.